Okay... now i feel even worst rather then being better... I thought i was! seriously.. i even brought food to eat after 2 weeks on consuming almost nothing! "S" had to get all angry because of my facebook message. Now she said its best to leave permanently... wth? Is she trying to kill me? I'm already in a bad state myself and this... This is making me feel even worst... Now i feel like I've lost all hope... lost everything..
Maybe i should just end it... Its not worth it anymore... I had enough of pain... I'm walking like a living corpse... I don't even know what am i doing... everything... i do makes me think of her and now... I'm... always drowning deep into the iced water.... And i don't think i can ever resurface... I had enough... This is enough... I'm tired... I'm tired of the pain... And i still want her.
Those little.. strings that is holding on to me has snapped.. what... happened to her.. i miss the old her... this is it... all my wishes and hopes.. all gone... I am the only one... who is being miserable here... please help me...
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