I'm BACK!!!

Oh my god... When was the last time i wrote in this blog?? i think its like year 2008. Was it?? hmm... Can't even remember but anyway... i'm a nursing student now!! and going third year! Awesome right?? right?? NOT!!! its NOT AWESOME! its a torture! Damn.. how i wish i could go back to the time where i was about to sign the agreement. I know, i was so energetic to enter right? but look where i am now. I barely have time anymore. I miss alot of my friends, brothers and sister. I just don't like the place that i am now. But... all in all the only thing i never regretted when i entered nursing was meeting one of my senior. I'm not going to state who she is but i'm only gonna name her as "S". Throughout my early years in nursing, she was always there for me and helped me when i really needed her. Thank you for everything! S was practically the only reason why i endured and continue(and she's pretty and cute to me as well -winks-). I know. I know... i've changed like ALOT. I'm no longer the Lil Einjeru that every knew. Sighs... College... this college that i'm attending to changes people. I know i'm no longer the "me" that i know and yet... -shakes head- But anyway... I went to the temple today because it was my grandmother's birthday and she wanted to celebrate it with her friends in the temple so i had to "tag" along as well...

So okay, reaching the temple and everything was fine but... It just happened that some people come to temple bringing their maid as well. The only thing that i can say it these people are ASSHOLES and a pure BITCH!. Excuse my language but do you know that they treat their maids like slaves? i mean.. WORST then slaves! I overhead the conversation and i really really felt like taking my plate and swing it across her face! This is what they said (in hokkien again but i'm translating it to english as usual):

Bitch 1: Do you know my maid is like SUPER lazy!? She's so slow in doing her work what more about eating! Man... i'm paying her blindly when her performance doesn't worth the money that i pay for her!

Bitch 2: YEA! i know how it feels like! Maids are suppose to wake up at 5 in the morning and WORK without rest until 9 in the evening! If not, then whats the use of us paying them!?

Me: -WHAT!????- (in my thoughts)

Bitch 1: What??? 9 in the evening!? thats not right!!!

Me: -relieve to know that atleast she knows its not right...-

Bitch 1: They are suppose to work until 11 in the evening!!! NOT 9!!!

Me: -stares at bitch 1 with a shocking expression -(WTH! FUCK!!! Are they out of their FUCKING mind!!!!!!)

Come on man... those poor workers are someone's child as well... they are human being as well.. what if i were to treat the owners like that?? waking up at 5 am in the morning to work non-stop until 11 pm? fuck!! i QUIT! I really felt pity for their maid... what are they thinking about? the poor maid does everything. Sweeping the floor, mopping, ironing, washing cloths, cooking and etc etc... the owner just sits and watch movie. Housework are very tiring like Shit.. how can they not understand them??? the best part?? The owner doesn't even know how to hang the cloths after washing... WTH!? is she fucking afraid to CHIP her PRECIOUS NAIL!?? Just because they are born in the better life with excess money to pay maids to do their housework doesn't mean maids are to be treated that way! I don't know how many people would disagree with me but seriously... this is crazy... Put yourself in the maid's shoe... imagine how they would feel? They are a family back in their country... mother and father what more about husband and kids who are awaiting for her.... missing your loved ones are miserable already... but adding pain and suffering to the maids by constantly scolding and forcing to work endlessly... what if it was them? or rather question yourself... what if it was you? hmm?? how you feel?? You know... sometimes the news paper shows that the maid kills the owner? I just... i don't know i sometimes just feels like it serves the owner right. What are they thinking treating their maid like that???

I don't know... i just wish there is something out there who would help those maids... i can never help because those bitches are a friend to my grandma... if they aren't... i would have embarress them and make sure they have nightmares... This world... we can never say that this world is unfair... The world is fair.. they provide us with many resoures already... water, earth, air... everything... it is us, the human being who are unfair.. i'm not ashamed to agree in this but yes.. Human being are VERY VERY unfair. It is our own kind that makes people think and say that the world is unfair..

Sighs... But anyway... enough about this... Tomorrow would be a happy day for me so i'll just leave this aside... I pray for those maids anyways... -shakes head- humans.....