Nya! meh Lil Einjeru! nya... i guess everyone already know... - - But this is ma first time to blog about ma life. Maybe including ma story writing life. Hopefully meh doesn't leave this blog to the isolated corner.
Anyway! Meh life was horrible as far as i can think of. Anyhow, to release meh tension, sadness and meh feelings which was kept way too long in ma heart, me found a good way and it is to release them while writting stories. At first, i never liked writting stories! It was like ARGH! I'm not gonna write THAT many words! Not until one day that i felt so lonely, so tired and so hurt, i went to surf in the internet and found an interesting story website. I went to read and it eventually interest me. I started to write short stories about my life but using other character to carry my emotion. English wasn't my best language also but i eventually posted the story out and i've got a few feed backs and advice about the characters. It acted like and advice to me also. It was the first time i felt that i can actually express my own feelings. The feeling about my family, friends, my life, my love life.
So, i continue to write stories up until now. Althought my main line isn't a writer, I still continue to write the stories. I know that my english isn't strong, i still shared my thoughts, my idea, my feelings and last but not least, the stories i've made for people to read. Although i'm writting stories to express my feelings, to ease my tension and to make myself calm, i was hoping that i can enter the nursing line. Yup! nursing! one of my aim in life! i've always wanted to help people. Old, young, kids, everyone! LOL yea, i know, but really i feel so happy when i get to help people. The smiles on thier faces when they are cured or treated with medication really makes my face smile! Just after high school, I went to apply for meh nursing course and i was so excited when i received their letter the next month. Opening the letter, I pray that i was accepted, but i didn't. LOL. Devastated and sad, I had no choice but to apply nursing in other college.
Now, I'm only waiting and hoping to be accepted by any of the nursing colleges. Upon waiting for meh application to be accepted. Meh obviously had nothing to do except chatting and writting stories. So meh decided to open a blog to fill up meh time! nyahahaha~ *ahem* anyway, today wasn't a really good day anyway. It was so boring i felt like my body part's rotting! AAAA i don't wanna rot yet! So, to entertain myself i went searching for some stories to read then i went to watch some movies, then i read stories, then movies, then stories. ARGH!!! disaster!!! why is the world so bored! later then, i eventually found a nice stories that fills up my time. It has SO many chapters and SO many other stories! and the Author was so good! i got hooked up in the instant i read them! I eventually stayed in front of the computer and read the stories for hours! And i didn't even realise it was already 8 p.m in the evening when i actually felt my stomach playing drums asking for some food after working for so many hours. After having my dinner, i came back to the stories and while i was reading half way, my big bobby brother pulled me out from meh sit cause he wanted to use the computer to do some settings. IT WAS SO UNFAIR!!!
*ROARS* Hate it when my brother does that! GRR!!! not only he kicked me off the computer, he even closed the website that i was having fun reading! luckily i already added it in my favourites if not! i'm sure to strangle him to the last breathe of his! = = After he finished using the computer, I went back to the website i read the story till it ended and it never failed to make me smile. Yes! good story! i'ma go read the other story the Author wrote tomorrow! It was then, i had a new idea for meh story and meh wrote it in microsoft words and will continue it again tomorrow and NO!! i'm not copying that Author's idea, its a new and fresh idea from my brain (Not fresh from the oven!!!!! my brain isn't an oven!!!) But of course, i'm not sure where to post the story just yet. =_= i hope i can find a website where i can share my stories with everyone. =P
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