AH!!!! I was hoping today to be a better day then yesterday! the more i hope the more i wish i can enjoy today and have fun! Maybe laugh till i can't even eat!!! But guess what, IT WAS WORST!!!!! My dad BOMB me to wake me up early in the morning(Yes, my dad is back from working for a week.) just because he said that i was SLEEPING MY TIME AWAY! Like, I went to bed around 3 a.m in the morning!!!!! AND HE WOKE ME UP FROM MY SLUMBER DREAMING WORLD AT 10 A.M!!!!! He was so annoiying, he won't let me sleep back! WTF! I want my sleep!!!!! -rolls over floor crying!(ROFC)- Yes, i know. You heard of ROFL... BUT THIS IS ROFC! Roll Over Floor Crying!
No thanks to him, i was unable to sleep because he went out leaving the home pure empty! how can i go to sleep when there's no one at home! Dissapointed, I had no choice but to seek company from the precious computer. -hugs computer- After switching on the computer and stuff, I went again to read stories written by the Author. YES! PURE GOODNESS! This story was shorter compared to yesterday's one but it was still good! After reading 1 of the Author's stories, I wanted to continue to write my story which was hanging for weeks! ITS NONE OTHER THEN!!!!!! Ride Off With Me; Chapter 8 (yes yes i haven't started yet. Didn't come up with a plot yet =_=) Opening microsoft words, I continue to stare blankly at the computer screen. Few ideas come and go and then i was writting a few pages only to realise.... "Eh... wait! It's not going to fit the last few chapters. OUT OF STORY TITTLE!!!!!" Having no choice, I had to erase everything and start from the begining again! STARES AT COMPUTER SCREEN!!!!! Someone... get me out from this bored ness...
Taking a break from story writting(Ended up with a blank page) I went for some chattings in messenger and a friend of mine~ Rara-Chan was talking to meh~ yey! but the rest of meh friend in messenger seems dead = =. They are online BUT! no respond! what the hell! if your not there! Why BOTHER TO ON MESSENGER! Talking to Rara-chan was fun! =D Not until! She sends meh a picture. A picture on her and Tifa. Saying she looks like her = = (Tifa looks nicer to me =P) No offends Rara!!! Don't kill meh!!! T_T. BUT!!!! my bad luck kept coming! D= The picture was infected by VIRUS! must be infected when she was sending it over. HER COMPUTER WAS FREE OF VIRUS! My god! why is my luck so bad! I can't even go into the internet nor open any folders! AAA!!!!! IMAGINE THE BORED NESS! Using spybot, the virus was cleaned! YEY for me! no more virus! -dances around- However... Bored ness still lingers around... -sighs- Everyone in messenger seems DEAD! only a few friends of mine are seriously ONLINE! Michiyo, Rara-chan, Teo, Wen jie, and my mei mei(Cherly if i'm not wrong X_x). Others are merely DEAD!!!! like... NO REPLYS! put aside those with busy signs and away signs. I know those are already busy with something but... sighs... i guess complaining doesn't really work. = =
Then, when i was having my lunch/dinner (was at 4 p.m anyway) my hamster, Hammy( my Cousin named her) who was on the computer table ate my chicken! D= She ATE MEH CHICKEN! She was like *sniff sniff, looks around* then *sniffs sniffs, Crawls* and at last! *sniff sniff, steal meh chicken to eat!* I was like "HAMMY! THATS MY CHICKEN!!!" I wanted to take it back but she keeps turning her body away and even bit me! SHE BIT ME! What kind of pet BITES their own MASTER! After Hammy ate till she is full, She puts back the left over chicken back at my plate. WTF! HAMMY! YOU ATE ALMOST 1/3 OF THE CHICKEN! HOW CAN YOU PLACE IT BACK!(the chicken is cut into smaller pieces by the way. =_=) But thats SOO not all! She went for my vegie! MAH VEGIE! GRR!!!! i had no choice but to place her back at her house! what kind of pet eats their master's food!!!!!
Anyway... Don't want to mention that hamster of mine anymore. =_=;; Yesterday night was pure fun! Me, my brazillian brother, Elaine and my mei(Cherly <-- still not sure if its correct >.<) were chatting until early this morning today. My Brazillian brother was so cute he kept saying the things about himself without feeling embarress. Like... IF YOU DON'T FEEL EMBARESS DO THINK OF MEH! Why? I added him in the convo with my friends! D= And he were like saying all about his wild self without even thinking how i felt towards meh friends! T_T. IT WAS SO EMBARESSING! but other then that! I WAS LAUGHING MY LUNGS OUT! I can imagine the faces of Elaine when he said those words just before she went offline! LMFAO! i kept laughing i CANNOT stop myself! Not to mention having a stomach cramp to bed! = = yea.. I laugh too much i had stomach cramp.. Imagine how funny it was! At least i DID have fun right? althought it ended around 1 a.m today. But its still fun! but later that. IT WAS BORING! I slept at 3 a.m and was bombared by my dad to wake up! -Sighsssssssssssssssssssss-
I guess that'll be for today~ LOL i'll write again tomorrow or other time xD
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Meh self and today's boredness day~
Nya! meh Lil Einjeru! nya... i guess everyone already know... - - But this is ma first time to blog about ma life. Maybe including ma story writing life. Hopefully meh doesn't leave this blog to the isolated corner.
Anyway! Meh life was horrible as far as i can think of. Anyhow, to release meh tension, sadness and meh feelings which was kept way too long in ma heart, me found a good way and it is to release them while writting stories. At first, i never liked writting stories! It was like ARGH! I'm not gonna write THAT many words! Not until one day that i felt so lonely, so tired and so hurt, i went to surf in the internet and found an interesting story website. I went to read and it eventually interest me. I started to write short stories about my life but using other character to carry my emotion. English wasn't my best language also but i eventually posted the story out and i've got a few feed backs and advice about the characters. It acted like and advice to me also. It was the first time i felt that i can actually express my own feelings. The feeling about my family, friends, my life, my love life.
So, i continue to write stories up until now. Althought my main line isn't a writer, I still continue to write the stories. I know that my english isn't strong, i still shared my thoughts, my idea, my feelings and last but not least, the stories i've made for people to read. Although i'm writting stories to express my feelings, to ease my tension and to make myself calm, i was hoping that i can enter the nursing line. Yup! nursing! one of my aim in life! i've always wanted to help people. Old, young, kids, everyone! LOL yea, i know, but really i feel so happy when i get to help people. The smiles on thier faces when they are cured or treated with medication really makes my face smile! Just after high school, I went to apply for meh nursing course and i was so excited when i received their letter the next month. Opening the letter, I pray that i was accepted, but i didn't. LOL. Devastated and sad, I had no choice but to apply nursing in other college.
Now, I'm only waiting and hoping to be accepted by any of the nursing colleges. Upon waiting for meh application to be accepted. Meh obviously had nothing to do except chatting and writting stories. So meh decided to open a blog to fill up meh time! nyahahaha~ *ahem* anyway, today wasn't a really good day anyway. It was so boring i felt like my body part's rotting! AAAA i don't wanna rot yet! So, to entertain myself i went searching for some stories to read then i went to watch some movies, then i read stories, then movies, then stories. ARGH!!! disaster!!! why is the world so bored! later then, i eventually found a nice stories that fills up my time. It has SO many chapters and SO many other stories! and the Author was so good! i got hooked up in the instant i read them! I eventually stayed in front of the computer and read the stories for hours! And i didn't even realise it was already 8 p.m in the evening when i actually felt my stomach playing drums asking for some food after working for so many hours. After having my dinner, i came back to the stories and while i was reading half way, my big bobby brother pulled me out from meh sit cause he wanted to use the computer to do some settings. IT WAS SO UNFAIR!!!
*ROARS* Hate it when my brother does that! GRR!!! not only he kicked me off the computer, he even closed the website that i was having fun reading! luckily i already added it in my favourites if not! i'm sure to strangle him to the last breathe of his! = = After he finished using the computer, I went back to the website i read the story till it ended and it never failed to make me smile. Yes! good story! i'ma go read the other story the Author wrote tomorrow! It was then, i had a new idea for meh story and meh wrote it in microsoft words and will continue it again tomorrow and NO!! i'm not copying that Author's idea, its a new and fresh idea from my brain (Not fresh from the oven!!!!! my brain isn't an oven!!!) But of course, i'm not sure where to post the story just yet. =_= i hope i can find a website where i can share my stories with everyone. =P
Anyway! Meh life was horrible as far as i can think of. Anyhow, to release meh tension, sadness and meh feelings which was kept way too long in ma heart, me found a good way and it is to release them while writting stories. At first, i never liked writting stories! It was like ARGH! I'm not gonna write THAT many words! Not until one day that i felt so lonely, so tired and so hurt, i went to surf in the internet and found an interesting story website. I went to read and it eventually interest me. I started to write short stories about my life but using other character to carry my emotion. English wasn't my best language also but i eventually posted the story out and i've got a few feed backs and advice about the characters. It acted like and advice to me also. It was the first time i felt that i can actually express my own feelings. The feeling about my family, friends, my life, my love life.
So, i continue to write stories up until now. Althought my main line isn't a writer, I still continue to write the stories. I know that my english isn't strong, i still shared my thoughts, my idea, my feelings and last but not least, the stories i've made for people to read. Although i'm writting stories to express my feelings, to ease my tension and to make myself calm, i was hoping that i can enter the nursing line. Yup! nursing! one of my aim in life! i've always wanted to help people. Old, young, kids, everyone! LOL yea, i know, but really i feel so happy when i get to help people. The smiles on thier faces when they are cured or treated with medication really makes my face smile! Just after high school, I went to apply for meh nursing course and i was so excited when i received their letter the next month. Opening the letter, I pray that i was accepted, but i didn't. LOL. Devastated and sad, I had no choice but to apply nursing in other college.
Now, I'm only waiting and hoping to be accepted by any of the nursing colleges. Upon waiting for meh application to be accepted. Meh obviously had nothing to do except chatting and writting stories. So meh decided to open a blog to fill up meh time! nyahahaha~ *ahem* anyway, today wasn't a really good day anyway. It was so boring i felt like my body part's rotting! AAAA i don't wanna rot yet! So, to entertain myself i went searching for some stories to read then i went to watch some movies, then i read stories, then movies, then stories. ARGH!!! disaster!!! why is the world so bored! later then, i eventually found a nice stories that fills up my time. It has SO many chapters and SO many other stories! and the Author was so good! i got hooked up in the instant i read them! I eventually stayed in front of the computer and read the stories for hours! And i didn't even realise it was already 8 p.m in the evening when i actually felt my stomach playing drums asking for some food after working for so many hours. After having my dinner, i came back to the stories and while i was reading half way, my big bobby brother pulled me out from meh sit cause he wanted to use the computer to do some settings. IT WAS SO UNFAIR!!!
*ROARS* Hate it when my brother does that! GRR!!! not only he kicked me off the computer, he even closed the website that i was having fun reading! luckily i already added it in my favourites if not! i'm sure to strangle him to the last breathe of his! = = After he finished using the computer, I went back to the website i read the story till it ended and it never failed to make me smile. Yes! good story! i'ma go read the other story the Author wrote tomorrow! It was then, i had a new idea for meh story and meh wrote it in microsoft words and will continue it again tomorrow and NO!! i'm not copying that Author's idea, its a new and fresh idea from my brain (Not fresh from the oven!!!!! my brain isn't an oven!!!) But of course, i'm not sure where to post the story just yet. =_= i hope i can find a website where i can share my stories with everyone. =P
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